She’s truly way too fucking good for me. She always takes care of me and when I’m crying, which is every other minute, she’s always there to kiss my eyes and rub my back and hold my hand and kiss my forehead and make jokes to make me laugh and tell me how she loves me. I don’t deserve her. I swear I don’t deserve anything this good in my life. What have I done to sit here and say that’s mine? Why can I do that? I haven’t done anything to deserve her. I haven’t done anything to deserve everything she does for me… I don’t get it. I’m not complaining- I’m not complaining at all! I’m so grateful for her and everything she does for me and has done for me. Nobody’s ever taken care of me the way she does. There’s no one better. She never ceases to surprise me with the love she has for me and the patience I know she tries so hard to find for me. Why she loves me so much, I have no idea. But I love her to pieces and I guess I’m just confused.