The most social interaction I’ve made this week outside of work is posting to my facebook… And that’s exhausting.

I could complain about how lonely I feel. But its my fault. I’m not sure how to even have a proper conversation with another person. And I don’t reach out to anyone so alas I am smoking my joints solo. I wish it was easier for me. I don’t necessarily need to be in someones company, I do like to be alone. I don’t even know if I want company.. But to be lonely is a different thing and it kind of stings. It definitely sucks.

Your presence in my daily life is such a crappy thing for me to be around right now and you’re too fucked to appreciate that its a fucking struggle to deal with you. Never can you just walk out of the room and close the door behind. Is it too much to ask that you just ignore me? How could that be hard?